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EVERY PEOPLE WILL BE COMPARED

well, this story is only showing that I do really regret my self for slowing down my path on master degree. Back then, I was so desired to get a scholarship abroad for my master degree. But ya I'd say it is not my lucky, so I got rejected for more than 10 scholarships. Some people may things "its only killing the time" but I tried to see from another side then I start to be grateful.  I am not that patient.  I have doubt when having something  But I know as long I work hard for it, I will get the result. However, not everyone know my struggles. Even the closest family. So, they are comparing me with other people (as always). Again, she said that I need to control and start to focused on one thing, but how about you? they started to compare between this one into that one and off course, I believe they also has different start. I thought, maybe it is caused by my former way, Alhamdullah I got everything easy before. Alhamdulillah I never find it that difficult to deal with
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My Meeting with Him #3

 Continue..... Day passed so fast, we are still texted rarely, almost never. Once, I planned to visit him at his store by giving him a cup of coffee but it cancelled. WHY? HE ASKED ME OUT. I SAID OK, LETS MEET TONINGT. To be honest those days I laugh too much caused by several things in my office, so I am scared if I will got the bad result after meeting him.  WE MET AT OUR SECOND MEETING PLACE. HE IS ALONE. At that time we are chatting something that is not really important until when the shop is going to close he asked me "WHAT DO YOU THING ABOUT MARRIAGE IS? DO PEOPLE NEED TO GET MARRIED BASED ON LOVE? IS IT OK TO BE TOGETHER WITH SOMEONE WHO ARE NOT DEAR TO ME? I thought those questions are RUDE!. ITS LIKE HE DOESNT EVEN TRY TO LOVE ME AT ALL. But I responded in a very smooth answer "I THINK PEOPLE NEED TO DEVELOP THEIR FEELING, BY THAT THE MARRIADGE LIFE WILL BE WORK WELL, A GOOD COMMUNICATION ALSO THE MOST IMPORTANT KEY IN MANAGING A MARRIADGE LIFE. We talked about many

My Meeting with Him #2

 CONTINUE..... After meeting him personally, I am MELTED AGAIN AND AGAIN, ITS LIKE HE IS THE ONE WHO MEANT, DESTINED, and FATED to be with ME. I questioned to ALLAH harder about his coming, is it really for me, or it is only one of the obstacle. But, ALLAH seems made me closer to him without my grasps. I started to be MORE INTERESTED IN HIM. I STOPPED MY ISTIKHOROH PRAY THEN, since I read an article said if we already got the answer, we need to stop our istokhoroh. We met casually, we texted each other even tough its only once in 2-3 days. At that time, I started to think " Its ok to get married anytime (before I said its nest year, I wasnt ready enough).  OH YA, I did istikhoroh couple of times but never get really convince and ready until I told him to visit my parent at my house. Around 2 weeks after, He came to my parents. YOU KNOW? my parent were really glad to know him until my mom stated to get married FASTER (LOL). My father also does not felt anything but good side of him

My Meeting with Him #1

Though, I am always look like a cheerful entity (lol) but sometimes I felt guilty and doubt as well. However, this matter is not something that can be told to my parent (especially Mom) easily.  I got to introduced to him on my month (Oct). My Mom asked my permission to be encountered with a son of her friend, STRANGER. Then, the day after her consent, at around 9 pm I got texted by his sister which is (really) well-known in the city (she is my senior at elementary - high school). She texted me about my willingness to meet her that night. What? tonight?," something come to my mind. Casually, I won't meet her since I wore nothing but pajama. However, somewhere inside my body or heart told me to go and see her. Then, I met her and we talked about many things. The main point of our meeting is about the introduction toward her little brother. TBH, I do hate that way of introduction. The way she asked about my life, family, and plan just make me sick. Again, idk why, my body and so

Today's Feeling #1

 Well, this story is about myself after months passed haha.  Before my birthday last year, I got introduced by my mom's friend to a stranger that I didnt know before. At first I hardly deny his present until I talk to Allah in my pray. I thought Allah gave me signal to be opener to him until last night he stated to stop our introductory (lol)  Have you ever consider the other feeling? I tried so hard to be more flexible into you, I tried to throw all the bad things about you and then you got me into this state? is it fair?  Ok, you are still in love with you ex but, how come you say it when you met my parent and vice versa?  should I close my heart again to another men? 

My Very First Review on Blogspot

Arashi in Jakarta Nino - Aiba - Matsujun - Ohno (riida) - Sho (left to right) Hi Everyone! Finally I back!!! Its been almost a years since my last post on IELTS preparation. Now, I am gonna reviewing my fave J-POP haha Yes, its ARASHI  For those who doesnt know ARASHI yet, I will help you to find the trusted link of the Japan National Idol Group :* :* you can view it here . So, ARASHI is japanese Idol Group consist of 5 members; Ohno Satoshi, Sho Sakurai, Aiba Masaki, Ninomiya Kazunari, and Matsumoto Jun (he is my Iciban :*). They debuted at 1999 ( i was 5 y'o when they debut haha). So I love Oji san group then (haha). Why do I love them? This is Domyouji Tsukasa ( My very fisrt J-Lover) First, I started to watch Hana Yori Dango  at 2015 when I had my exchange program at the Universiti Sains Malaysia. By that I do fell for the main character he is Matsumoto Jun. He is so kakkoi (handsome) but funny, even I love the female main character also she is Mao Inou

Lesson3 - IELTS

IELTS IS PRECISE Make a line on your target! Listening - dont evet look at the answer sheet Reading - dont divide the time equally - division time 17 20 23 / 15 17 20 - be faithful for time management LISTENING READING : Main idea in matching heading. Dont read in detail (JUST SKIM for keyword) ignore unfamiliar words, read the instructions! WRITING: 2 TASKS Task 1 (150 words not too long) 3 mean ideas and elaborate it! - be compact on writing! - avoid the word "very" - simple structure and complex structure (dont overused the complex ones) reduce clauses - write in coherence cohesion - one paragraph one idea and paraphrase - convey the same message with own word in introduction - dont forget to write the overview(from main idea) before detail - try to use the answer sheet when you learn - make your handwriting bigger than your usual - in wt2 you should understand the question - don't add your idea, but arguments Task 2 (250 words not