Though, I am always look like a cheerful entity (lol) but sometimes I felt guilty and doubt as well. However, this matter is not something that can be told to my parent (especially Mom) easily.
I got to introduced to him on my month (Oct). My Mom asked my permission to be encountered with a son of her friend, STRANGER. Then, the day after her consent, at around 9 pm I got texted by his sister which is (really) well-known in the city (she is my senior at elementary - high school). She texted me about my willingness to meet her that night. What? tonight?," something come to my mind. Casually, I won't meet her since I wore nothing but pajama. However, somewhere inside my body or heart told me to go and see her. Then, I met her and we talked about many things. The main point of our meeting is about the introduction toward her little brother. TBH, I do hate that way of introduction. The way she asked about my life, family, and plan just make me sick. Again, idk why, my body and soul just respond her respectably. I cannot say "NO" back then, If you ask me why? I DONT KNOW!
Then, a day passed, She texted me again said that her family said yes to continue, I felt and respond nothing since I am still confused before hand. So, days passed with nothing special. I just working calmly until his bro-in-law WA me. His BIA asked my time to meet him which is TBH I dont want to do. Again, I cannot say "NO" and respond his favour to meet him. Saturday night (before my birthday) we met with very non-dynamic conversation. I'd rather talk to his BIA then him since we are working at the same educational institution. However, I do respect him to asked me out in VERY ISLAMIC ways. We met twice at that month and once in November. Then, I got SICK; its KIDNEY INFLAMMATION caused by Infection of urinary tract. I can do nothing but sleep for over 10 days. TBH I hope he will show me a good treatment but since his father is diagnosed COVID I can expected more.
We are nothing but stranger in November - December. We were never chatted or develop our relationship but his sister and BIA always contacted me showing that he care me a lot. I am MOVED. I started to think that maybe he is indeed the one destined to be with me. Then, with my bravery and feeling not wanted to be hanged, I started to texted him in the last of January, precisely 25th. I was asking him about his situations and I told him my activities as well - such as COUPLE ACTIVITIES- we exchange information as well. That time, I felt like we are getting closer. I start to feel interested in HIM. He makes me feel secured and boost my days when I had to do a lot of works. We started to see each other again casually, even without his BIA. TBC.........
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