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My Meeting with Him #3

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Day passed so fast, we are still texted rarely, almost never. Once, I planned to visit him at his store by giving him a cup of coffee but it cancelled. WHY? HE ASKED ME OUT. I SAID OK, LETS MEET TONINGT. To be honest those days I laugh too much caused by several things in my office, so I am scared if I will got the bad result after meeting him. 

WE MET AT OUR SECOND MEETING PLACE. HE IS ALONE. At that time we are chatting something that is not really important until when the shop is going to close he asked me "WHAT DO YOU THING ABOUT MARRIAGE IS? DO PEOPLE NEED TO GET MARRIED BASED ON LOVE? IS IT OK TO BE TOGETHER WITH SOMEONE WHO ARE NOT DEAR TO ME? I thought those questions are RUDE!. ITS LIKE HE DOESNT EVEN TRY TO LOVE ME AT ALL. But I responded in a very smooth answer "I THINK PEOPLE NEED TO DEVELOP THEIR FEELING, BY THAT THE MARRIADGE LIFE WILL BE WORK WELL, A GOOD COMMUNICATION ALSO THE MOST IMPORTANT KEY IN MANAGING A MARRIADGE LIFE. We talked about many thing, I FORGOT too, until the waitress asked us off due to the time of shop's closing. 

After I got home (accompanies by him), I texted him and asked sorry if I talk too much or (maybe) its too harsh. He responded " NO AT ALL" and asked me to chat. YOU KNOW!, IT WAS THE MOST HAPPIEST THING I FELT. I REPLIED "YES" LETS DO. But suddenly he asked me to answer his call, so I did it as well. IT IS A NIGHTMARE. HE SAID HE IS STILL THINKING OF HIS EX. YOU KNOW, to be honest, I dont mind if you do, since I am not that ready to get married by this year, but AT LEAST, SAY SOMETHING THAT CONFRONT ME, NOT JUST ASKING SORRY. It is because I already interested in him so when he said that, I feel hurt, IT IS REALLY HURT MY HEART. I CRIED UNTIL I GOT TO SLEEP. I am also cannot imagine how sad my parents are when they heard about this matter, so I am still keep it secret. I hope I can inform them sooner so, we are really have no any relationship (which is I think its good). 

The next day he dont texted me at all until yesterday (12/04) I texted him to apologize and wishing us Allah's blessing of our life. He replied, but already late and only said "me too, I have too many mistakes I made". DO I REPLY? NO! I DONT WANT TO BE THE ONE WHO IS DEVELOPING FELLING WHILE THE OTHER PARTY IS NOT

Thats all my story, I wrote it in a very compact way that is only need 3 chapters which is actually more than tha. OH ya I wouldnt write is FINISH, SINCE I DONT KNOW WHERE ALLAH WILL DRIVE ME TO MY FUTURE. I HOPE EVERYTHING WELL 

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